Hi

Hey yo! Im here bored today posting some stupid thing that i had done! Wah, and tell u people, I love this song! Michael Bublé's "Everything"! OMG! I love this song! Love it so much that im listeing to it over and over again!

Okay! Woke up today, real late, 12:33pm? Yes Baby, correct timing? Anyway Baby woke me up today! "Hello, wake up! Honey Goodmorning! PI GU CHAO TA ALREADY!" Yeah, of course i have to wake up with that voice calling me, HEHEHE! In the morning hearing such a sweet voice, so wonderful, so fortunate, so happy! :) :D

Woke up, as usual, brush my teeth, and cook my lunch! Guess wat did i cook for my lunch!? Bolognese Linguine! Omg Brandan is such a wonderful chef! Want see see the picture, i took it down anyway! Hehehe! Enjoy looking!


Bolognese Linguine top with Parmesan cheese!

No lah! Actually i didn't cook it, daddy cook it, i only warmed it up for myself, hey but i still stir fry it awhile with a generous amount of Olive-oil and freshly-grind black pepper! Hehehe! I love food!

And today was really Boring! Thank Baby that Baby is accompanying me on the net, or i got seriously nothing to do today! Thank you Baby! I love you! And please dun buy any neck accessories yet okay? You must wait, must be patient! Okay? Good girl!

Okay found some really stupid photos dumb photos!

Enjoy!


*Big mac of course! With curry sauce and a smiley face :)
*I look like a Ahpek rite? But not as bad as Weihan! He resembles a Ah pek a coffee shop!

Hey Smiley face is on my Burger! Heheh, took this photo quite long time ago, back in schooling days, when im still in secondary school, SEC5! I still remember, Baby and me went to eat Mcdonalds, I can remember she always stuff me with fries all into my mouth! Until now she still do it, stuffing fries in my mouth, and i'm "still lovin ' it!" She Drew the smiley face for me! And after i ate that smiley face Big mac! I hav a smiley face on my face too! Woohoo! Nah, not really is the Smiley Big mac that gave me the smile, its Baby! Yes it is you! You gave me the smile!

Hey! Second Part!


*My stupid face got snap by Baby's old Samsung cellphone!
*Me Eating Häagen-Dazs' icecream on a brownie!

Hey this one! I will always remember this one! My first date out with Baby, March i guess! But at that time we are not together yet! We went out is because, Baby missed my birthday and says wants to celebrate it with me, so call me out and we went to Haagen-Dazs and have nice Icecream session! Because Haagen Dazs is my favourite icecream palour! Oh! She ate French Vanilla icecream on a waffle with pineapple toppings, and me, i ate Macadamia nuts Icecream (My Favourite) on Brownie with no topping, i requested not to! Hehehe! Oh and about that photo i was playin PSP, i was shy to talk to baby so i play my PSP, and she snap my stupid face!! Arh sly sly Baby! And the photo, on the right, Baby says she wants to take a photo of me with the icecream, call me SIT STRAIGHT, BACK ON THE CHAIR! And i listen! I look so retard! Buts its okay! As long Baby is happy!
Hey, Third Part!


*Baby and me at a Toy museum taking a Close together picture
*Baby and me at a Toy museum taking a Closer together picture
*Baby and me at a Toy museum taking a "My hand over her shoulders" Picture

Clique! Remember these pictures? Remember where we went? We went to the toy museum after that some sort of English language seminar right? Yeah! I remember we decided quite long before entering into the museum, because it is really expensive! We went in anyway! And then we took a lot of photos! Nice days! Yah and the last photo! Somebody force force me arh! Take my hand put over Karin's shoulder, anyway, im so happy that i let you guys force me do it, Hehehe! Thank you!! Happy Happy!

Hey, Fourth Part!


*"ROYCE" ? Omg, didn't know you were in Modern Warfare 2!
*Antonio climb up and got stuck, Seriously it climbed and got stuck, No Gimmicks!

Just playing COD6 or MW2 (Call Of Duty 6 or Modern Warfare 2) while im playin a mission in Rio de Janeiro, a place in Brazil where they got the famous Jesus Statue! Then running through the slums and this soldier Royce in my commander! And in the end, i accidenlty shot him dead! Sorry Royce! Yah and the photo on the right! Antonio seriously climb up and got stuck on the edge of the bucket! Hahahaha! That is something seriously good to laugh at!

Hey, Fifth Part!


*Me ON video call with Baby! My stupid face! :D
*Baby ON video call with Me! Her cute face :)
*Me On Baby's chair, siao me!

:D my face! Hehehe! Was really bored one night! Actually i forgotten when it happened, but i know it is really stupid! Hehehe! We called each other using Video call! Stupid Couple! Anyway, i actually got even more stupid photos of Baby, but i got force to delete them, so i deleted then, sorry! Hehehe! Oh, and the last photo, it was my cousin's wedding! Tell you! The most handsome in the wedding is my cousin and the second one is me! Woohoo! Eh, when i went there, all my relatives say i look like one of the Korean Star, I :$ Actually thats not the first compliment, some shop assistant in china, while i was shopping for my shirt (The one I'm wearing in the 3rd Pic) in Jack&Jones thought that i was a Korean star too! Ask me speak Korean! Siao! Omg, seriously do i look like one? Maybe of my scarf im wearing! The scarf was a gift from Baby! I brought her warmth with me to China too! Okay back to the wedding, and my relatives ask me why never bring my Girlfriend along! I say, "Huh? Oh, okay wait until the next wedding I bring her, or wait until my wedding you all come see her!" :$

Hey, Sixth Part!


*Chinese medical pose of acupuncture points, me mimic the poses!
*The only thing is im not naked! If not that would be a total mimic!

Yesh, you are rite! Brandan and his stupid poses again! Haiya! I ask you people, you go Zhong yi (Chinese Medical blah blah!) you will feel damn bored like me too rite? Yeah, was really bored, and the whole group all really quiet, so i did something really stupid! My dad helped me took those photos! Hehehe! Nice eh!? But it cheer up the group, even the doctor there laugh at me! :/ Nvm! I don't care, i Happy can already! Yeah yeah!

Okay there are more parts, but i will end it here first, i shall post other parts for my next post! And Dinner is ready! im going to eat dinner! Okay, wait for more stupid thins and memories from my next post, stay tune! Brandan Tan signing off! Poot!

Brandan
Hi

Brandan is back! Okay, tell you people, lets forget about everything, lets have this Happy new year! Okay!?

Good! Hey, today is Thursday! Means tomorrow will be Friday! And when tomorrow is Friday, means tomorrow is OUR CLASS BBQ! Omg! Anticipating! This class 5B never had a class BBQ before! Guess we are going to organize one soon. Wait, it had already been organize, and it is tomorrow, actually, Thank you Dennis for organizing this BBQ! We thankyou very much! Xie xie ni!

Okay, today morning!? Woke up, called Baby to wake up too, and then brush teeth . . . "Honey, im coming now! Come down and fetch!" Oh okay, then I went out of the house. "Honey!" Wah! Im totally SURPRISED! Appear of of nowhere, scary, But I like! Mummy also ask me why go out, then come back home so early? Okay nvm!

Then when down to Pioneer mall to have lunch at Mcdonalds with Dennis and !Baby! Okay, Baby ate messy burger! Seriously why is it call prosperity burger where i do not see the prosperity when you are eating it because it is just too damn messy! Sauce everywhere! Bun soaked in the black pepper sauce! Soggy bun is disgusting! But we tried out a new combination with fries! Me and Baby tried fries with caramel dip! We learn that from a friend of ours while we are working. After eating went to Giant, we are suppose to go there! Because we are buying food for TOMORROWS BBQ! Bought alot of things, but most important! Chicken! 90 bucks in total! Okay to be exact, 86 bucks including GST, and forget about the cents. After buying! Went over to NTUC Xtra! Meet taufiq and saleh, continue to buy food and drinks and then end of the day! Went home!

I really wish our both class can put down the difference between 5A and 5B, put down the difference between one side learning Geography and the other learning History and get together and have a Secondary 5 of 2009 Only BBQ! Haiya, dun care about the sec4 lah! Sec5 only! Lets put down the grievance and get together! 60++ Ppl together at a big BBQ, thats fun! Okay?

Okay, got to go! Talk to Baby! Bye bye

Brandan
Hi,

Many things are in my mine now! Didn't get good results, not what i had expected, heh, was quite jealous of everyone, people who score well and people who score badly. I was jealous that why do they got so much comfort and pats from friends and others, but i got none . I too have bad results, do i have to cry to earn them? Whr are all my friends? Where is the promising clique? Where? i do not see them coming. Anyway, thankyou you jingwen and Karin, thank for your great help and concern, although some help me be a bit too late, but thankyou anyway saukuen. Now! DAE, JAE, Lasalle, H.Nitec, Repeat. Hey which one to choose? And for guys, ugh! Deferment! This is headache. Why cant just change the enlistment age to 21 instead! Let Singapore men pursue for their studies! Isn't this what Singapore wanted all along? To prosper Singapore's economy and increase the talent pool?

Clique, I want to ask you this question (excluding Saukuen, Karin, Jingwen)? I ask you, what if Karin didn't voice out to the whole clique in her blog about what she feels about the clique. Will you people even know? And after that, Will you people even go find out what happen to her? I doubt so. You people wont. I think only when saukuen told you guys Karin is emoing, then u guys reacted. Heh! Do you people even know that i feel neglected from the clique all the time? Do you people even know that i always feel lonely and abandon in the clique all the time? I doubt so. Okay, maybe i didn't tell, maybe i didn't show, heh, but even if i tell, will you people even care? I doubt so. My purpose of joining the clique is to make more friends, to have accompany, so i wouldn't be lonely at home. But i do not feel that, i do not get what i had expected! Okay, maybe i know you people are thinking in your mind, "Haiya, then interact with us more lah! Talk to us more lah. Haiyo, so easy!" Heh, wow, wooooo, so easy for you to say that! Yah, you can say that, not doubting you, its true, but yes, this is what i had been doing, all the time, until now! Its is just that you people do not see it! It is just that you people do not give me a chance! Because every time i try, you people either flush me aside and ignore me, or just continue with what you people are doing. I always tell myself to forgive and forget, and try again. But i just want to let you people know or i know that you will never find out.

And this! I feel neglected. Never felt wanted in the clique. Never felt important in the clique. Never felt appreciated in the clique. Heh, i don't think any one of you will even appreciates what i had done for the clique, okay, Maybe some. But because you people just take it as granted, i don't even think you people will remember what i had done for the clique, right? You people didn't even care who did it. Let me just state one out, which just happen recently last year. Remember who help you people deal with Snorlax? Its me you know!? Not some Blangladesh where you can find on the street. Who stand up to help? Hey, actually there is nothin between me and Snorlax, i admit i do hate IT, but never though of hurting IT. Okay, maybe is because of Karin and someone (sorry can't say) that i help them out, but, it benefits the clique too, didn't you guys also hate IT? Hey, chill people, im do not expect anything from you guys, not a gift, not a medal for courage, not prize money. I just want a "Thankyou Brandan, Thankyou so much." That all, is that hard to give? I can state out everything you people have done for the clique, because i remember them and appreciate them, you want them? Tell me! I will list it out, all of them, every single member, what had they done. Try me. Haiz, its too late to give me the thankyou i expected long ago, anyway i had forgiven you guys already.

Actually im here telling you all this not because i want to empty my grievance and tell everybody im unhappy about the clique. I want to tell you people, what is really a clique? But first, ask you a question, do you people even know what clique is suppose to be, or clique is just a name for our group of friend and go out together and eat together? No, its not. Do you know that, whatever you people had tagged on Karin's blog maybe already too late? You want to know why? Clique is about compassionate care and love for each and every member in the group, constantly asking how are they doing, is anything troubling you, what can i do to help you, does anyone feel unhappy? Its all this, instead of just only when the problem comes, then you guys come in and give comfort and care and bickering lies where they just came to your mind when u read others grievance, trying to cover up your asses! Sorry to say to myself, , i did that too before, and i feel really bad about it. Do not lie to yourself anymore, if you guys are sincere enough to give care and comfort, all this thing wouldn't have happen at all, and Karin's blog would have all your comments and tagged before she post up the 2 post about her exam and her feeling for the clique. Sorry to say that i may be hurting some of you people, i didn't wanted to, i just want the clique to stop walking down the wrong alley and walk to the correct path. Clique? Do you understand me? I am not reprimanding you people, im telling you people to go the correct way. stop walking blindly. Think okay?

I was thinking, why should i even post this post? Do anyone of you care? Heh! Maybe some. You people do not care, but i do care for you people, or i would not be here wasting my sleep time here posting this post. I know what you people are going to do, first, you're going to say, "Brandan, you are not alone, do not think like that." okay, then explain why did i feel so alone before i posted this post? Why only now you people start reacted? Why only you people start to realise? Why didn't you people find out long ago? "We will be there for you." Are you sure? I do not see that all the time, maybe minimal to only 1person is showing me that. Yah you will be there for me, yes, but why after i have solve the problem myself, then you people help me? Be there for me? Be there for us? Why are we solving this problem ourselves, and you people are out there frantically thinking a variety of what course you people should take, while we are thinking of options to even find a course? You tell me, who are the ones struggling, while you people continue complaining about your result. Think in your heart, we call ourselves the Clique, but are we showing it? No! Not even close.

Heh, I doubt that you people would even read my blog. (Only Karin and Ashley reads, jingwen too! The only people I trust, the rest, make me do it and try) Not only when i announce it to the world, "Hey, over here, Brandan is trying to reach out to his clique to throw all his emotions at you people. Please come and take a look". Heh! Then just treat this place as an empty void for me to dump my emotions. Bye bye.

Brandan

Slept at 4am.