Hi

Brandan here again. Moody now, feel that im boring, feel that i'm no longer interesting anymore to anyone.

Yet i have so many friends, none of them talk to me anymore, maybe they have their own busy things to attend to, or maybe they have find a suitable friend to play, talk and spend time with, then guess i will just slowly, one by one forget them. Feel so disappointed, every time i logged-in into MSN, no one talks to me accept Jingwen and Karin, last time use to be like what, 5-6 people, now reduce to 1-2. Feel so disappointed also every time i logged-in into Facebook, look at the notification, so HAPPY to see wah 7 notice, click on it, and all the useless crap came out, i thought it would be someone's comments or maybe others asking, "Hey, watsup, how are you doing!?" NONE! Always coming out disappointed, I guess the only Day i entered facebook and exit it Happily ans smiling is my Birthday, that is the only day! Now i wish everyday would be my Birthday. I do not know anymore. I feel so lousy right now, but atleast I still have maybe JingWen and Huat talking to me. And also my love.

Don't tell me crap that, "Hey, Brandan, chill, then talk to us more often, start a conversation with us. " Oh really? I didn't, go take a time machine and look at the past. I tried to start, none give me a chance and continue with all your yapping. Even if i manage to, please have the courtesy to let me finish what i have to say before you cut in, and also please have the courtesy to stop what you are doing and listen to me, even if you do not give a damn about what im saying about, atleast show some manners to tell me to stop, rather then just keep silent and walk away. You know that is really rude and also spoils my day, and also rather kind of hurt me.

I feel like I don't have anything to offer to make myself seem more interesting anymore. Maybe there is some ways that i just don't know, but im clueless, but please help me, teach me, Guide me, or am I really just that boring? Bye.

Love,
Brandan